Posts tagged #gift world

Sacred Economics with Charles Eisenstein - a short film by Ian MacKenzie

What if we lived in a world based on the free giving of gifts, rather than on scarcity and competition? What if our money wasn't based on debt and usury but rather on natural increase and abundance?  Charles Eisenstein helps us imagine that world in his book Sacred Economics, which you can read in its entirety here.  Filmmaker Ian MacKenzie aids that process of imagining with this beautiful short film. Dig it!

httpv://youtu.be/EEZkQv25uEs

 

Art, Love and Transmutation - A guest post by Abigail Amalton

Art is about love. It is love, pure love.

 

I can't even begin to describe what music has done for me. How can an art form, independent of the flaws of its creators, catalyze such deep healing and transformation? How can somebody else's stories lead me back to myself, deeper into my own bliss? The deeper I move into the subjective, the more often I hit the universal. Do we all ultimately share the same core?

Art is love. And love is transcendent, transformative. Love has no opposite. Love is the step beyond dualist thinking. Dualism dissolves completely in the heat and light of pure love. This wonderful step beyond is not even thought nor is it just feeling - it's pure being. Love is being absorbed in the flow: the conscious observer-participant co-creating the universe, the drop of water in the endless ocean of existence. It isn't merely an emotion, not merely a state of mind - love is all-encompassing being. It is a subtle awareness of the life force that flows through us - through bone and bloody capillary, through neural networks and the serpentine energetic currents in our spines.

Love is the knowing that this life force is one and the same with what moves stars to begin their lives in misty stellar nurseries, light years away. It is the possibility that everything in this universe, every last little organism, every drop of blood is alive - purely. And simply waiting for us to realize this.

Love is a new way of being on this planet. It revolutionizes each individual who decides to make it a way of life, changing her so that she may never go back, never settle for anything less than pure joy. So what do lovers do? We live for love. We show, through our lives, that it can be done. That we can partake in this cosmic dance with joy - that this is our birthright. Love is the activation of our potential for continued and unending bliss.

Love transmutes.

 

It is the knowing that in spite of pain, we live. Pain, however deep, helps us remember that we are embodied and interconnected. When we reflect on our pain, then we remember that we are ensouled. As long as you love, you'll never lose your soul. So, why continue to hurt? Catalyze the transformation with a deliberate joy in every moment of this ecstatic existence. Push for it. Let it open you up. Let joyfulness be a breaking open of the calcified shell of the ego. Decide you'll never live in the egoic mode again - and when you do, laugh at it.

Live this way and let life have its way with you, move through you - let spirit sense matter in whatever way it will, for the purpose of love. Live this way and you won't have to meet with death to finally live - because you will no longer unconsciously push yourself further and further to hurt simply to feel alive.

Gather with other souls in love and explore collaborative ecstasy. Collaborative beauty. Explorations like these are how the planet will begin again, how we can jumpstart conscious evolution. Let go of the patterns we only cling to out of habit and replace them only with love.

Love is how we will reach the stars sooner than we think.

Abigail Amalton is an amazing artist who lives and creates in New York City.  Check her out over at The Silent Infinite!

A Simple Practice of Nonresistance

I really love this quote from Eckhart Tolle's A New Earth:

Nonresistance is the key to the greatest power in the universe. Through it, consciousness (spirit) is freed from its imprisonment in form. (p. 208)

I think it's fair to say that nonresistance is the same thing as non-attachment, since resistance and attachment are two sides of the same toe-stubbing human habit of demanding that things be a certain way and demanding that they not be a few other ways.

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I'm in resistance most all of the time about something: I resist my new haircut--it's too short! I resist the weather-- it's too cold! I resist being me -- I'm ordinary and not abiding in cosmic bliss! I resist habitually, every day, almost all the time unless I make a conscious effort to let go.

Tolle goes on to say:

Resistance makes the world and the things of the world appear more real, more solid, and more lasting than they are, including your own form identity, the ego.

Sheesh.  What is this guy, enlightened? He knows everything about me. When I get really quiet and attentive, I notice that basically my whole experience of being "me" is constituted by my resistance to stuff I don't want and my demand for stuff I do.

I notice that I'm especially uptight this morning.  Positive changes are happening in my life, and change of any kind is scary to the part of me that wants to be always in control.

It occurs to me that nonresistance is a key part of entering the gift world. I mean, you know: behold the lilies of the field! or the blossoms of the cherry bough! They do not toil, and neither do they spin. And yet Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed as one of these. A really cool dude said that one time.

In other words, the experience of myself and my life as part of an unlimited gracious abundance only arrives when I'm not busy trying to manipulate and control the world, i.e., not toiling or spinning.

So here's my meditation today:

1. Close eyes.

2. Think of various situations in my life and to each of them say, "No resistance, no argument, I allow you to be exactly as you are."

3. Savor the feeling of nonresistance, the spacious sense of acceptance.

4. Repeat.

 

Love,

Carolyn

Posted on April 15, 2011 and filed under The Gift World.

Admit You Want the Gift World

The first step to entering the gift world is to admit that you want it.  "What do you mean? A world in which everything is a gift? Of course I want it!" you might think.

Yes! But do you fully, deeply, wildly want it-- without hesitation or equivocation?  Isn't there a voice that argues that you shouldn't want it? Does it argue that you should want more practical, more attainable things-- like a respectable job, a nice car, some better clothes, a vacation?  Does it suggest that your desire for the gift world is foolish, childish, pointless?

That voice is incorrect.  It's made out of the conditioned messages of the mad world and it is not telling the truth-- you can know because what it says is not kind to your deepest self, the part of you that is a gift-- your soul-- also known as your genius.  It's not foolish, impractical, or pointless to long for the gift world.  It is pure, wise, and powerful to want it and to want it without hesitation or equivocation.

Such a wanting is actually sacred because it is in accord with the nature of who we are. We are gifts. Each one of us was lavishly bestowed upon the earth.  We learned as children not to want what we truly want because such a wanting went against the very structure of the society in which we were born-- the culture of separation and competition, of belief in scarcity.

Our experiences-- our defeats, the insults we received, the treatment we were subject too-- all argued very loudly to us that the world we longed for was not possible, could not exist, and we didn't deserve it anyway.  We were taught to channel our desire for the gift world towards objects of desire that the mad world deemed acceptable: namely, individual signs of success, security, and power.

The matter was probably not helped much by the fact that our parents had lived through the beautiful opening and excitement of the 1960s, only to see it fizzle down into the Reagan and Bush Eras.

Our parents didn't want us to be plowed down by the merciless system-- they wanted us to succeed in it.  They made sure we went to good schools, got good grades.  In their own disappointment and lack of faith they encouraged us to play it safe and mind the rules.

Playing safe, of course, has turned out to be not safe at all.   We're in debt. Jobs are being outsourced.  The jobs which still exist and which pay well demand us to focus our energy and attention on things extrinsic to the concerns of our own souls and communities.  The system sucks. The mad world is broken, and playing by its rules to win its paltry consolation prizes for the life we could be living won't satisfy our souls, won't give expression to our genius.

If you're an awakening genius, the more you try to play the mad world's game, the more you'll find yourself feeling depressed, blocked, alienated.  You'll struggle with addiction and chronic illness.  Parts of your heart will be closed down and sealed off.  You'll be very far from bliss and contentment.

Fully admitting  that what we want is the gift world and that  what we won't be satisfied with anything less is enormously frightening.  It's frightening because to acknowledge the truth that what the world of competition and separation offers us is lousy and to simultaneously richly embrace our real desire instead makes it much less easy to lie to ourselves and those around us that the mad world is okay, is good enough, should be participated in.

It's frightening to wholly own our real desire because we rightly sense that owning such a thing undermines our ability to be successful in the mad world-- and our sense is absolutely right.  Admitting and embracing our real desire does undermine our false participation in a world that demeans and instrumentalizes us.  The more fully we allow ourselves to know the truth about what we really want the more impossible it will be to keep up the charade of chasing  money, prestige, security.

We may be afraid to admit that what we want is the gift world because such an admission opens us up to be mocked as flakey and new age.

Also, we don't want to appear foolish and pathetic if the gift world never shows up for us. We don't want to be sitting, left behind in the dust after all the others have trampled over us to conventional glory. It's much safer to pretend that we're okay with the mad world of separation and competition-- even to pretend that we want to succeed in it.  We imagine that to try to succeed in the mad world and to fail is embarrassing-- but not nearly as embarrassing as longing for and believing that the gift world can come and then being disappointed when it doesn't.  This imagination is false because it belies the fact that when we desire a true solution and actively seek it out, that true solution comes. The gift world is a true solution to the wound in our hearts that comes from trying to keep ourselves separate and safe.

We might say things to ourselves like, "Yeah, it would be great if the gift world showed up in my experience-- but I can make do with the way things are."

Or we may say "I'm committed to succeeding in my career-- but I'm open to the gift world showing up."

We hedge our bets. We equivocate, in our words and in our action.  So our world doesn't change much.

I invite you to stop saying, "I don't mind" or "It's okay" in relation to the mad world.  Those words may sound like acceptance-- but they're actually rationalization and denial.  True acceptance is the acceptance that a greater solution is both desired and possible.

Let me put it this way-- if you're shooting heroin everyday and saying, "It's okay, I don't mind, I'm okay with being a junkie," you're not actually accepting the reality of your situation.  True acceptance that one is an addict entails both admitting that the addicted life is miserable and insane and also cultivating the hope that a non-addicted way of life is possible.

So I invite you to do the scariest thing-- admit that life in the mad world we've been conditioned to perceive is miserable and insane, that it's completely inadequate to your deep longing and your wild genius.  Admit that you are not content with a world of separation and competition.  Admit that nothing you gain in the mad world can truly satisfy you.

Make it a simple choice. Decide which is more true:

1) I'm okay with the status quo

2) I really, really want to live in the gift world.

If the answer is 2), embrace it. Don't be ashamed. Let yourself fully feel that desire-- its scope, its power.  Don't minimize it. Let it be huge. Let it be holy.  Let it light you up.  Let it eclipse your substitute desires for power, security, and prestige.  Let it lift you up out of your kitsch.

Love,

Carolyn

 

Image Credit: Photo, "Presents!" by queercatkitten, borrowed from Flickr under Creative Commons licensing.

Posted on April 4, 2011 and filed under The Gift World.

The Gift World vs. the Mad World

Dear Reader, As I began discussing in my last post, the gift world is a subjective experience of life in which your genius is fully supported and welcomed in its expression, and in which your needs and authentic preferences are joyously met by a provident universe.

I might elaborate on that by saying it's also a condition in which you don't need to control or manipulate anything, nor are you subject to any control or manipulation.  It's a state wherein you offer yourself fully as a gift and experience yourself likewise fully supplied with everything-- also as a gift.  The gifts which supply you come to you through a variety of people and circumstances, but they simply come.  There's no struggling and striving involved, no need to force yourself to do work you don't want to do, no sense of barrier or disconnection between you and other people.  In other words, the gift world is a lot different than the mad world we currently live in.

What's the mad world? It's the state in which we apparently need to strive and do drudge work in order to support ourselves, or, conversely, we need to manipulate, lie to, and exploit others in order to spare ourselves from drudgery (i.e., do business).  It's a world in which we must exert control and force over ourselves (how else do you get yourself to go to work in an ugly office other than through forcing?), where we feel painfully alone and disconnected from our own vital souls and from the other people that surround us.  It's something wrought upon us from the time we're very young and made to go to school in a thoroughly corrupt and increasingly pointless educational system. I think Gary Jules' cover of Tears for Fears' "Mad World" in Donnie Darko sums it up pretty well. But then again, the original Tears for Fears version is way easier to dance to:

 

The mad world is a condition in which we're desperately trying to control ourselves, other people, and all the factors which surround us out of an intense survival anxiety.  Charles Eisenstein sums it up very well, blow by blow, in his book The Ascent of Humanity (which is available online in its entirety-- as a gift, because Mr. Eisenstein knows what's up). The mad world is a world in which technology and science, surveillance and laws, discipline and punishment are used to maximum effect in order to produce a very tenuous and unsustainable version of security in which we're not only not actually safe, but we're also now bored and depressed.

In the gift world, since you have no need to control, there's no fear.  As the teacher Adyashanti has observed, fear is just a by-product of frustrated control. In the gift world, you do things, but nothing you do is "work" in the sense that we've come to think of it, because your security and your identity don't come from what you accumulate as a result of your effort.  Instead, you give your efforts freely, accruing no obvious security or bolstering to your seperate ego-self.  As you give in this manner, your wants and needs are subsequently mysteriously met in delightful and miraculous ways by the universe.

This miraculous movement happens because, as Lewis Hyde observed in his seminal work The Gift, when gifts received are consumed or passed on, the spiritual power at work in the gift grows-- more is drawn forth, more gifts flow to you. When gifts received are hoarded, stored up, or used only to accrue individual gain, the spiritual power at work in the gift departs-- it dries up, and no more gifts come to you. The gift spirit as it moves creates connection and joy, satisfaction and fulfillment among a circle of givers and receivers.  The gift as it is hoarded creates disconnection and ennui, alienation and discontent.

Our genius (talent, intelligence, creativity, soul-- whatever you want to call it) is clearly a gift given to us by the source.  We didn't manufacture our genius deliberately, of our own clever device.  We didn't make it out of duct-tape and cardboard. It came to us freely, from outside our own will and effort. When we use our gift of genius only promote ourselves, only to make ourselves as individual egos more secure and safe in a seemingly threatening universe-- we then betray the spirit of the gift. We become hoarders. The genius then stops giving us ideas and inspirations and means to carry those out because we've proven ourselves ungrateful.  When we wrongly use gifts graciously bestowed upon us as possessions to which we are entitled,  the spirit of the gift dies.

It was a revelation to me when I learned from Lewis Hyde about the need of the gift to move.  While it made deep sense to me on one level, on another it contradicted the perverse notions of gift reception that I'd learned in childhood: gifts are given to me on my birthday and at Christmas and they are MINE all MINE.  I was taught that to give away a gift that I received as a birthday or a Christmas present was rude. Not only this, but I was prevented from actually formally reciprocating the gifts given to me. When I was invited as a guest to the birthday parties of other children,  the birthday gifts bestowed on my friends by "me"  were toys bought by my mother. I was not allowed to give the pine cones and twigs, the flowers and quartz pebbles I really wanted to give.  The toys my mother presented did not come from me-- they had nothing to do with me. I was deluged with gifts and yet kept out of the circle of giving-- and perhaps unsurprisingly, the gifts I was given in this fashion meant nothing to me on a deep level. They represented nothing to me but a hoard of "my" toys.  The ethos of giving and receiving taught to me thus denied the  actual spirit of the gift.

As I practice the path of virtualizing a great universe and surrendering into my innocence, I can more and more clearly perceive that what I'm virtualizing is the gift world-- and as the gift world is more and more  coming to be my reality,I'm growing increasingly excited.  In the coming days, I'll be sharing more regarding what it takes to move from the mad world to the gift world.

 

Love, Carolyn

Image Attribution: Photo "Presents under the tree" by VancityAllie, borrowed from Flickr under Creative Commons licensing.